“If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”  

-Tesla 

Going to a doctor should not be as nerve-racking as I’ve experienced. Hearing a doctor say “if you don’t take the medication you will be in a wheelchair the rest of your life” is not a way to gain rapport with your patient. 

I walked in hoping for answers and someone to reassure me I’ll be ok. 

Instead I got a doctor with a cold demeanor and lack of compassion just looking to get to his next patient. 

It was my third doctor in the last 2 months and was making sure that the original diagnosis was what they all said it was.   

I was reassured that I have lesions on my brain and I do, in fact, have Multiple Sclerosis. 

This was in 2000. I just graduated with my Masters Degree in Kinesiology, just ran 2 marathons and completed a 24 hour adventure race.

“Doing” was never a problem for me.  But now I was force to “be” – be more still, be more present and be more patient! 

Stillness wasn’t a part of my personality so this came as a shock when my body wouldn’t let me do the things I was used to doing.  My whole left side of my body was numb more often that I cared to admit. I lost vision temporarily at times. My speech would sometimes sound like I was drunk. My bladder was certainly not cooperating. I would think about sneezing and leak a little. My gait was a bit wonky.

Honestly, if I ever got pulled over, I would certainly be tested for a DUI. 

Because of all these symptoms, I decided to try Copaxone. It’s a once-daily shot that made me feel like I had the flu every day. After some time, I truly would put the needle up to my skin and cringe at the thought of putting this “medicine” into my body. 

So I took to Google. I made researching my full-time job for a full year. However, I was already working full-time as a Chicago firefighter and they wanted to put me on disability. You can imagine the shock on my face when they told me how to file for disability. I joined the fire department because I truly wanted to help people and now the department wants me on disability. This hardly felt like what I signed up for. 

My research first took me to poison and toxins in our water, air and food. I was appalled at what I was finding. (Good luck finding any of this now as Google has banned much of its sources). What the government did to unknowing civilians is horrific. I must interject here that I was also in the Army Reserves until 2000. So my opinion of the military and government comes from my own experience. 

Finding out this information, I immediately changed my water from tap to distilled. I was already eating quite well but I was highly informed of the Dirty Dozen and Clean 15 and made sure that the Dirty Dozen produce were organic at all times. 

Continuing my research,I realized that I needed to understand on a deeper level why I got diagnosed with MS and not others in my family. 

Lo and behold, I found that stress was/is a huge factor! 

This led me down the path of calming down my nervous and immune system. I already knew food could help my immune system but I knew there had to be another layer. This led me to breathwork.  

I learned about box breathing and after the first minute of practice, I knew it would help so much. I felt empowered that I could practice a technique that could be done from anywhere and within one minute. I began practicing while driving, standing in line at the grocery store and even while showering. 

This revelation led me deeper into the healing process. I wanted to understand why my stress affected me in the way it did and while others had different reactions to stress. 

And the deeper I went, the more I wanted to know. 

Which led me to emotions. This was the big AH-HA moment for me.  

For context, Traditional Chinese Medicine teaches us that every organ is associated with an emotion. The heart is connected to love. The liver is connected to anger. These are just a couple of examples. 

And then if you look at the nervous system and fascia, a lot of trauma is held in the fascia and especially in the hip flexors. 

When I understood this information and connected it to MS, I realized I was getting to the root of it all. Most people with MS have bladder issues. The bladder is connected to fear. I find that most people with MS have a fear (not phobia) of something in their life. Fear of speaking up. Fear of abandonment. Fear of failure, etc. This made so much sense to me that I was fully committed to healing myself so that I could help others heal. 

With this information at hand, I quickly learned how to clear trapped emotions. This was another technique I happened to stumble upon in all my digging and it just so happens to be the one technique that got me leaps and bounds to the side of healed. 

This technique involves tapping into the subconscious and releasing emotions that the heart (and body) has been holding on to. Once the emotion is located, the magnet is used to realign the body’s energy field while setting the intention of releasing that emotion. It is often called Body Code or Emotion Code. I have my own personal way of releasing trapped emotions for clients but it is very similar. 

I started using this method and within a year, I noticed a huge difference in my emotional and physical body. The sore throats I would get twice a year were gone and I was beginning to speak up for myself. My menstrual cramps I would get every month were greatly diminished and my cycle began to normalize. 

This, for me, was the most profound experience and one I continue to practice today. 

{One layer of this that I will mention is the ancestral layer of emotions. There are whole books written on this topic so I will only briefly mention here but that is not to take away how profound this understanding can be in your healing journey. Ancestral emotions are the emotions handed down generation after generation. Getting to the root of these and releasing them is probably the most beneficial piece of healing that I rarely see talked about. 

When emotions from great-great-great ancestors are located, not only does it release a huge burden from you, but it does so forward and backward down the ancestral line. Because every thing is energy and we are all connected, stopping the passing down of a stuck emotion can shift an entire family line so that the same ‘genetic’ diseases will stop showing up. 

To give you some context, only 5% of family genetics comes from DNA. That means that the heart disease you ‘inherited’ is likely not in your genes. The other 95% is epigenetics and this has much more to do with the passing down of an emotion. So, stop the emotional lineage, stop the disease. It’s a bit more complicated than this but just know that likely, whatever disease or illness you are experiencing, is coming from emotions that your ancestors never processed and let the frequency of the emotion carry onward through the family line.} 

But I knew there had to be more. 

That’s when I called upon others to help me locate past life traumas. Over a few years I had done 2 QHHT (Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique) sessions and numerous Akashic record sessions to help heal my past life traumas that were showing up in this lifetime. 

This was another game changer for me as I found so many unwanted experiences and emotions showing up for me yet didn’t make sense to this lifetime.  

I knew I was on the right path to healing. Emotions, beliefs and past traumas all play an integral part of the journey. And I was determined to understand all of it. 

At this point in my life, I had been through a very rough divorce and many moves and transitions in my personal life. My symptoms were gone, and I rarely went to a doctor for anything. 

So my next move was to become stabilized in my health while continuing to grow and learn. 

That’s when plant medicine and quantum physics came into the picture for me. 

I won’t dive into my plant medicine journey but I will only mention that I experienced psilocybin, ayahuasca and kambo as part of my experiential journey. 

What continues to be a daily practice for me is my bioresonance scanner which is based on quantum physics. The AO Scanner continues to be my go-to tool to find any imbalances in my mental, emotional and physical body. It is so easy to use and can be done from anywhere. Frequency, based on quantum physics, does not abide by time, space or distance. The scanner will perform a specific scan and determine any imbalances. With that information, frequencies can be sent to balance out the body and other scans can be performed to gather more information. 

To say that I’ve “tried it all” may be exaggeration but I can tell you there isn’t much I haven’t tried. Not everything resonated with me. However, I continue to explore more and new techniques, I continue to explore the depths of my soul and keep myself open to new possibilities. Why? Because I love learning and I love helping others. 

Part of my goal in this lifetime is to allow others to see the possibilities to heal within themselves. I am now pursuing my PhD in Integrative Medicine so that I can help more people find the path to healing with more options than I was presented in the beginning of my journey. 

Samaya (Traci) Hill 

www.consciousevolution.coach 

changeyourlife@consciousevolution.coach